Hello Readers!
I've talked in the past about inspiration and what drives me. I get my inspiration from many things, but today I share a dream. I've always been a big dreamer and my dreams are often vivid and full of colors. Some of my dreams are reoccurring and the dream I'm about to tell is one of those. I've been having this dream for several years and each time I awaken completely inspired and refreshed. I think I draw love and hope and relief of finding these from this dream. So I've decided to share it. I hope no one is offended by the content. Enjoy it and may you find your inspiration.
Love and Blessings,
Jackie
Dreams...
It's cloudy and misty, the air is thick. I cannot see where I'm at or what I'm walking towards or even where I've come from. There's nothing around me, only the mist and it's never ending. I'm alone in this space and time. I realize I'm searching for something or someone, but what or whom exactly, I don't know. I'm not scared, but I am drawn to this place, like I need to be here. I know I will find what I'm looking for. There's nothing around, no trees, no hills, no landmarks of any kind, nothing. It's just this place covered in thick mist, it's almost comforting because I know I belong here. No fear at all, it's rather peaceful. I know I cannot be hurt here because this is where I will find what I'm looking for.
I've been searching and looking for what feels like hours or even days with no sign of anything. I'm ready to give up. Suddenly I see something, movement, but I cannot tell what it is. Hope is rising in my chest and desperation, a need to continue. I'm trying my hardest to get closer but I can't. I can't get trough the damn mist. I'm frustrated, aggravated, and I'm growing more and more impatient. Just when I 'm ready to give up and scream, quickly and unexpectedly it's clear, like the mist could sense that I was done and I was ready to give up.
I realize that I'm now standing in a bright green field filled with wild flowers and daisies and roses. It's so colorful and smells wonderful. I look ahead in the distance and I see what I've been looking for, searching for, for so long. It's a person, but they are still so far away from me. I still cannot tell who it is or even if it's a man of a woman. The distance is too great to see in detail. All I know is that I want them! I want them now! The feelings are uncontrollable and I realize finally it's who I've been searching for. It's the one person who will make me feel loved and wanted.
They see me too and start making the journey across the field. I also start trying to make my way. I take a step but it's like for every step forward the space between us gets farther away. I'm finally getting closer now but it's still so far away. There's progress, and I can make out the figure ahead and its a man, and for what seemed like such a long time in searching and waiting, I finally find him. Who is it? But I really already know who it is. It's the man I've been waiting for' the man who can rescue me from the mist. Nothing can hold me back from reaching him, I won't let anything stop me. I know who this is and I want him. I can feel his love in my heart and soul. To the core, the deepest depth of my sheer being needs him. I ache for him and need him like I need air to breathe. And finally I reach him.
Deep dark chocolate brown eyes with slight crinkles at the corners and they stare into mine with a warmth and joy like I've never seen. Also there's another side to him, a sexy smoldering just beneath the surface. He's happy to see me and relived, but hungry for love and lust, like a hunter waiting to pounce on the prize. H's standing here before me and I cannot believe he's really here. I smile up at him sweetly with a hint of seduction in my crooked little smile.
I like what I see and I know what I want, but I can't have it or at least shouldn't have it. There are no words spoken. There's no sound to be heard except the beating of our hearts. The sound is erratic and speeding, pounding, and the rhythm is driving me further towards my prize; like a seductive dance just building in intensity. It's like everything around us has disappeared once we realize what we were both searching for. It is a strange euphoric feeling. I'm not sure it is a good thing yet. I'm bound to get into trouble and I know better, but I want the quiet, the intensity of the closeness. I welcome it and he wants the same.
We're not even touching, only standing so close that if I wanted I could reach up and touch his face with my hand. I can feel the tension between us. I know he can too. It's so surreal, I'm standing in front of this beautiful, athletic, sexy man that I so desperately want and still I know it's wrong. I should remain in the mist.
Suddenly, he moves so quickly and smoothly, that I barely see him do it. He pulls me to his chest with his hands at my waist. His hands are large, strong hands that are a little rough and calloused, but with them touching my body, all I feel is their heat, and I know they belong on me. touching me in the most intimate ways. He raises one hand to my chin and pulls my face up so my eyes are forced to look up into his handsome radiant eyes and smile.
I cannot look away, I'm spellbound. It's like there's a magnet pulling me deeper and deeper into a time and space that I cannot escape from. He towers over me by a foot in height, but I'm comfortable, warm, and excited all at the thought of being with him, wrapped in his embrace. I want nothing more than for him to kiss me. And as if he can hear my very thoughts, he moves his hands up to cradle my face and leans down to place his lips to mine.
With lips so soft and full he kisses me, gently at first, and then with a heat and passion that has been smoldering, bursts into full flame; his kisses become more forceful and strong. Forcing my lips open, his tongue invades my mouth and I surrender to his will. I wrap my arms around his neck and open myself to him, his passion and his love. I don't care about anything going on around us or have any cares or fears. None of it matters when we're together. I've found him finally, the mist has cleared and I'm home in his arms. And with a final kiss I wake.
